I'm invisible

No one sees my pain. No one wants to see. Even here no one notices that I exist.

There are posts here that contain some brutal, drastic information and yet mine - completely harmless one - was removed (I posted it to my profile if anyone wants to read it). I just wanted to talk to somebody...

Maybe I'm not suicidal enough in someone's opinion. Well, in real life people don't believe me as well or try not to hear (even if they ask me themselves about my state). I'm used to that. One day, in the nearest future those people will say "she didn't seem suicidal at all".

I'm not important, I'm not worth anyone's attention. But maybe one day some good person will be in my situation and the same will happen to them. Being invisible.