I tried to slit my wrist

I just wanted to see if i could do it. I really tried to. I just want to bleed out and die. This might’ve been the deepest i’ve managed to cut but it didnt actually hit anything.

I failed. I dont know how to hide it from my family. They cant know.

I couldnt cut deeper. I started feeling nauseous and shaky. I fucking hate myself. Im a fucking little pussy. I just want to die. Everything hurts and im all alone.