F15 Most likely won't make it into school next year.

I just got my grades back, they're even worse than last year. It's almost impossible for me to get into school next year.

I'm such a stupid worthless bitch. I have no friends, and no one gives a shit about me and for good reason too. I'm not fit for friendships, relationships and I'm too stupid to even amount to anything. I've wanted to self harm for long but I've always been too scared, i think it'll happen now though.

I just feel like its pointless to waste my life and other peoples money trying to achieve a good life when i don't deserve it and won't reach it. I feel so fucking tired of life, i just wanna sleep. Hopefully my desire to sleep outweighs my fear of death soon.