I cried during sex and I feel so embarassed.

So, I cried in the middle of sex not too long ago. Like full on sobbing. It was just for a little bit, but he stopped everything and checked up on me, then continued once I gave him the go-ahead.

Having him inside me just felt so good but I had a bad thought in the midst of all that pleasure. I just thought of all the people who tried to prevent me from transitioning, from feeling the way I did with him. I saw their faces in my head and realized how evil they were, because what we were doing felt so right and it was totally harmless. I was angry that it took me so long to feel something so wonderful and it was because of them. So I got really emotional. Think like Stan from American Dad in the bouncehouse.

He was gracious but I felt so embarassed that I couldn't control my emotions. He wasn't even the first guy inside me. It just happened. It's like so not sexy lmao, and like while this guy was nice about it, I'm sure I was only a hookup to him. Ngl I feel really pathetic. He made me some tea after we're done and I slept over.