How to rizz someone even if u have stabismus

Ok so I'm (m 18) and I really like this girl in college, but the problem is because of my strabismus I'm insecure of what she thinks of me and what others think, when I'm reading or facing people I tend to diviate one eye to the sides (can't control which but generally it's the one I'm not focusing, as I'm having trouble focusing with both eyes looking at front) and I'm insecure about it if she thinks I'm unattractive because of it and if I even have a chance as I consider this a major problem

I don't see any future of me marrying 😔