I regret getting on spiro and tret 😢

I feel like I didn’t even have bad skin - just minor back acne I wanted to get rid of and sometimes would experience one or two cystic-like acne on my chin. I just started off w tret cuz I was too scared to take the 50 mg pills but now I feel like I look so unrecognizable. I tried to do tret to remove my hyperpigmentation but it caused me to flare up badly and then the derm said it was all hormonal acne. I’m not saying the spiro didn’t work - my back acne is clear and my back is smooth my chin doesn’t get those acne that’s painful and deep in the surface angmore but now I feel like I have a lot of scarring from skin picking and I really don’t see it getting better. I’m only 9-10 weeks into spiro, I won’t quit but I’m upset that I even went to a dermatologist for something that wasn’t even extreme and ended up w skin that’s worse. First two is my before and last 2 is my skin now