Stick it out?

I’ve been creating videos for almost two years now and I feel like I’ll never get a larger following. On one hand, my original goal for the channel was to motivate me into practicing my digital drawing skills while teaching myself about Dungeons & Dragons character creation…and that’s still important to me but I can’t help but feel like a failure when I see other art channels with massive followings. The negative feelings make me wonder if it’s worth it.

If anyone has time to check out a vid or two, I’d appreciate any feedback you have.