How much longer?

Hi everyone. My first time posting something here, I've only been a silent reader but I just wanted to share some feelings I'm having lately.

To be honest I don't know how much enthusiasm I have in me for this. I love the manga and the story but it's been more than 15+ years for me since I've started the manga and even though the story progressed it still seems so far away from being finished.

I'm in a whole new stage of life now I and don't think I can care and be interested other 15+ years honestly. I don't know if any of you feels this way too but I'm honestly getting tired, and it may seem silly to feel this way since it's not affecting my life in any way but it's like waiting for some closer and that seems so far away that there's no point in waiting for it anymore.