I can’t remember anything from childhood.

I know it’s probably because of things that went on when I was younger… I just don’t know how to feel about it…, it kinda sucks to be honest. When I was in high school I had to write a paper about my childhood and it was the hardest thing ever, I just didn’t remember anything and I had no idea what to write about. I’ve told my mom that I don’t remember anything and she gets so sad and is like how could you not remember but I just laugh because like I know it’s not my fault and she knows stuff went down when I was younger. I’m gonna be honest I probably don’t even know HALF of what actually went on but I know some and it’s just not good.