Did MDMA cause me to have some kind of spiritual awakening?

Last weekend I went to a festival and for the first time in about 20 years I let my hair down as I barely drink go out party etc I never do drugs apart from smoke the odd bit of bud but even that slowed right down due to fog brain and work. I let my hair down and had an almost out of body experience. We was on mdma every night for 4 days and I felt free all the anxiety all of my problems disappeared I know this is the obvious effect. But I had moments where I connected with people and its like they saw right through me the true me I had a glimps of myself worry free the confident joyful side that in real life has been lost deep in my shadow. Since I've got back it's been a few days I feel more open, confident focused and sure of myself I even feel more assertive and less stressed . It's like I've been missing out alot in life and I'm ready to get comfortable in my own body and in my own mind. What the hell is going on is this a normal effect is this just placebo where that experience has just made me think like this. Btw I don't want to do mdma regularly after this for this feeling but it's opened me up to psychedelics and wanting to experience things like this in the future.