Just a rant and maybe trigger warning

Been going to a food pantry in a nearby city for some time. There's a creepy old man there that I could tell from day 1 was one of THOSE. If my partner is with me, he leaves me alone. But when I go by myself, he always reaches in for a hug. I don't want to object because I don't want my pantry membership revoked for whateverbullshitreasoning. Anyways, he roped me in for another hug today and tried to get gropey, I could tell he was reaching for my buttocks. I pulled away before he could get more weird but he continued to follow me out and help me load my groceries. I'm just going to have to avoid going unless my partner can come along.

I'm so tired. Is fantasizing about lacerating his throat with his stupid bullet chain necklace as bad as fantasizing about porn?