I had to say goodbye.

I’m shattered, my heart literally hurts and I don’t know how I will go forward. My best friend, my companion for 14.5 years, my daughter…had her big sleep yesterday and I’m not okay. My house is so quiet and lonely. I’d give anything to hear my Sophie girl bark at the birds, growl or bark at her toys…bring me her elephant or crabby or Santa (was always Christmas at our house). I’m gutted. She went downhill so fast with congestive heart failure…3 days on oxygen, then home where she wouldn’t eat, back to emergency vet with kidney issues, still not eating…I miss her so very much and really honest to goodness don’t know how to cope. My little girl, my heart, momma loves you forever and always.