Actually losing my mind

I think I’m actually having a psychotic episode trying to hatch a 31 IV shiny Charmander. I think by now I must have bred and hatched about 1,000 eggs, perhaps more, but alas, no shiny yet. I have the shiny charm, used up all of my sweet herba mysticas, I don’t even wanna think about how many hours I’ve put into this. I think there’s a padded room in some psychiatric facility with my name on it at this point. Why am I doing this? Cause I hate myself, and like to make my life harder than it has to be. Trust, the second I get that damn shiny I WILL be updating you all. Wish me luck and god speed 🫡

I think I’m actually having a psychotic episode trying to hatch a 31 IV shiny Charmander. I think by now I must have bred and hatched about 1,000 eggs, perhaps more, but alas, no shiny yet. I have the shiny charm, used up all of my sweet herba mysticas, I don’t even wanna think about how many hours I’ve put into this. I think there’s a padded room in some psychiatric facility with my name on it at this point. Why am I doing this? Cause I hate myself, and like to make my life harder than it has to be. Trust, the second I get that damn shiny I WILL be updating you all. Wish me luck and god speed 🫡