I hate reading & I retain nothing…

I don’t know what else to do or who to really turn to. I hate reading, and this PhD has took away all the joy I had for doing it. I seriously need some advice— I need to know how to optimize reading as a STEM PhD. I will save papers to read, not read them. I will print papers to read, not read them.

I have no time management. I either want to do experiments or do writing/reading together. My day can’t be both. I am overwhelmed, behind, and plain burnt out.

Am I doomed? I’ve tried getting advice from peers, colleagues, and my mentor and nothing…

Thanks for any advice!