Just a little rant

I 18F, grew up with toxic household which made me dream to see myself abroad alone and happy. The thing is the idea wasn't supported much initially as my abba said k bachelor's k bachay bahir nhi jatay masters k jatay h. Which is why I enrolled myself here in some university in bs psychology. Okay so the thing is I was always into arts and creativity which duh stereotypically dekha jaye scope nhi h scope nhi h bol bol kr bachay ka passion Mar detay hain so I opted for psychology. Now I realised I wasn't interested in psychology as well. I dropped out because mera dil bhi nhi lagrha tha uni me. Which leads to career confusion :(

Now, I'm looking for internships and thinking of taking part in some social work. Maybe with that i could find what interests me.

I was introvert my whole life so I think it would be great for my personality development. I already take care of my whole house at this age so I think i should also work at other things as well.

And honestly this is very insane for me as there was a time when I was constantly thinking of ending my life. My life was so shit now its somewhat better and I'll make it best by moving out.

Thank you for reading!