I’m new to this pagan religion

I came from being a Christian and I grew up with knowing only 1 god. I knew about some of the gods in the Norse pagan religion and I was always kind of drawn to it. A few of my friends showed me more into this religion and I talked with a close friend of mine about it more and I got drawn into it more. The more I look into it or think of it one god keeps coming to mind and it’s Tyre. I asked my friend what does it mean and he told me to meditate on it but I’m not the kind of person who is able to meditate on it and see if he speaks to me or if any other gods answer me but I’m always thinking of something always doing stuff. I was wanting to know if anyone could help me out I don’t really know what to do and figure out if he is trying to contact me or am I going crazy and over thing it