All I care about is being skinny

Is it just me or am I the only one who cares about nothing other than being skinny? I think about my weight 24 hours a day. I was on ozempic for two years and I lost 50 lbs and it completely controlled my Ulcerative Colitis which was a plus. Literally zero symptoms. I went off to try and get pregnant, I am now pregnant and gained 40lbs back. All I can think about is when I give birth so that I can go back on ozempic. Anyone else obsessed with being skinny? Like it makes me so happy and I’m miserable when I’m not skinny …