At the end of the day, we only have ourselves.

31 F, single. Last year, naalala ko si mama nag chat sakin na mejo nag papanic , " chat mo si ate mo, bakit offline sa messenger di nag rereply" mag kapit bahay kami ng ate ko, a few blocks ganun . sabi ko kay mama baka busy lang, sabi nya kanina pa daw umaga nya chiniceck kung mag oonline pero hindi daw kaya nag papanic na sya , mind you, may asawa at anak na yung ate ko . so ang ginawa ko, tinawagan ko ate ko sa phone, sabi nya ayaw nya daw muna mag online,sabihin nlang kay mama. fast forward last week mejo hormonal ako kasi mag kakaroon na ko and naalala ko yung nangyari na yun, i decided na mag offline sa messenger(active status off) just to check kung may mag hahanap ba sakin . guess what? it's been a week. wala kahit isa man lang na nag hahanap sakin walang kahit ano . made me think na what if mamatai ako wala man lang makaka alam . ilang week kaya bago makita katawan ko lol (i live alone) yun lang, at the end of the day wala pala talagang mag hahanap sakin haha reality bites, parang kagat ng dinosaur.