"I'm choosing her." - sabi nya sakin in his condo with the girl he chose me over.

Caught myself in this situation. Nakaka trauma. Hanggang ngayon, andito pa rin ako sa lobby. I dont know. Gulong gulo ako. All those sweet words and promises, wala pala. We even have plans to spend the holidays together. Ni rebook ko pa flight ko. He told me he's sure of me and that he loved me.

But suddenly, he pushed me out like a trash. Literal na tinulak. Paulit ulit.

Yung girl, kahit sinabi ko sa kanya na pinagsabay kami told me to "get out!"

Walang wala na dignidad ko.

Kasalanan ko rin naman. Desperate crazy girl. Crazy. Baliw. Tanga.

Sabi kasi nya ako lang eh. Sabi nya wala syang ibang kausap. I know i deserve better but let me be tonight.

Stupid me.

Currently shaking. Talong talo ako. Even yung girl nung nakita ako, pinapaalis ako. And he obliged. Silang dalawa.

I'm sorry, self.

Sobrang low.