I'm 27 but wala pang narrating sa buhay

I'm 27 na, I don't have much, walang pera, walang big achievement, mediocre lang. Sa ngayon nagaasikaso ako passport and ibang bagay para sa initial requirements para makapag-training sa barko. I am a newly REE na susubok sa Maritime Industry as ETO Cadet kasi walang swerte sa mga companies na inapplyan ko.

It took me 8 years to finish my course dahil dami kong nabagsak. Ngayon parang kailangan ko maghabol. My parents are not getting any younger. I have this feeling inside me na nakakapag-provide na dapat ako sa pamilya at this age pero nagiging pabigat pa yata ako. Ngayon pa lang magsisimula ung struggles ko as an adult who is trying to improve his life. Trying to do better for the betterment of my fam.

Are some of you guys feeling the same? Alam ko na bilang lalake dapat strong, dapat hindi magpakita ng weakness, dapat hindi ma-drama. But at the end of the day, we're still vulnerable.

Do you guys have words for me? Thank you people.