A new poem from a spanish speaker + introduction

A dear friend shared my poem a few days ago, which inspired me to create a profile on this network. I’m quite shy about sharing my writing, but I really want to give it a try!

OBUMBRATA FORTUNA

There existeth a state of clarity,
an ecstasy of death and final breath,
for not to be, for not to dwell, for not to see.

There existeth a space
reserved within the clarity of the end,
for not to be, for not to dwell, for not to see.

There existeth an instant, but a single instant,
wherein thou canst behold,
and there abideth thy solitude enraptured
by becoming thine own executioner,
who licketh his boots in a savage execution of reason, devoid of conscience.

A word, a verb,
may conjure forth that beauteous temptation thou hast ever envisioned,
to deliver thy nonexistence from its ineffable unfolding
into clots of cold sweat and frail flesh,
and from the yearned-for perception of impatient shame
that hath incinerated the cradle of thy seeming duality,
resolved in a final outcry!

For not to be, for not to dwell, for not to see.

- NANGEL

Link to Wattpad (In spanish): https://www.wattpad.com/user/non_angel

Feedback: https://www.reddit.com/r/OCPoetry/comments/1iguc69/i_wrote_this_because_you_punched_the_wall_last/

Thanks for your time!