My hands hurt so much

Washing my hands has become like dipping them in acid. Every drop of soap eats away at my skin until it cracks and splits and bleeds. Sanitiser is of course no less painful. And still I keep washing them. Too many things feel unclean. Too many things feel contaminated. I’m sat waiting for the sting to fade once again. It’s only soap, it’s good to be hygienic. But soap is no longer my friend.

Sorry, this is a bit scattered. I just wanted to wail into the void a bit