Is there something wrong with my wife?
If you dont have time to read all i have mentioned my problem on the last paragraph in short.
I am 29(M) and have been married to my wife for about 8 months. I used to work abroad but i came back for marriage and now i have a remote job. My wife, she is 25 and even after being together for 8 months we have participated in sexual activities. i have never seen her without clothes. I know doing it is not everything but we have not even talked properly till now. Whenever i get close she tries to get away. I dont have any friends so i cant talk about this to anyone. She barely gets out of home and does not have any socials. Mostly she is in her own thoughts. When my parents are around she talks with me, but when we are alone she has not started the conversation, not even once. Communication is the solution to everything, when i tell her this she just ignores me. Marriage ko 3 months paxi tira i remember we had a talk rati tira and she told me she was asexual or something. maile ramrari suneko thiyena so i asked her again, she didnt reply. this was the first and last time she talked about this. i like to workout and we have a gym at home, i have seen her staring when im working out but when i look at her she goes away. My mental health is really fked up now, i dont know what she wants, why she tries to get away from me. remote job le garda workload dherai xaina so i have a lot of free time and i am a really talkative person so i like to talk. whenever i try to start the conversation she replies 1 or 2 word answers. she likes to watch movies, so we have movie nights but she once told me she is not interested in romance movies but during the day ive seen her watching rom-com on tv. i have never pressured her into anything but i have never seen her laughing or smiling when we are alone. asti maghe sakranti ko din we had a party and i like to crack jokes at the dining table so i did it. everyone laughed but i was looking at her and guess what she was not laughing. she never asks for money of wants anything. ma bahira tira gako bela i always bring something for her but shes never eager to open it or use it. even when her parents are around shes never happy or talks with anyone. This was an arranged marriage so when i first saw her picture, i thought she is the most beautiful girl i have ever seen. even now i think she is the most beautiful girl. i love her very much but i dont think this feeling is mutual. i cant sleep properly anymore and i always convince myself that i can fix this. she will come around slowly and we will live happily but now i dont think this will ever happen. I have asked her many times ki do u think we should separate and she always says no. dherai jasto she replies in english, yes, no, ok... i had the courage to ask her do u even like me? she said yes but i dont think she does. i ask her have you suffered any trauma ani estai estai question she always says no. i dont think i can take this anymore. i have talked about divorce in recent days and she started crying. tyo pani nabhayesi as i have been working in same company since i graduated i have option of both onsite and remote, i said ma janxu u can stay here with my family. she said dont go. I MEAN I DONT GET IT K. WHAT THE FK DOES SHE WANT HAU. BOLNA NI NABOLNE, NO SEXUAL RELATIONSHIP, NOT EVEN PROPER TALK. im done. fk my life.
conclusion: i have been married for about 8 months and we have not participated in any sexual relationship, fk that she doesnot even talk to me properly. she tries to get away from me everytime i try to get close or talk to her, when i talk about separating she cries. i dont know what she wants. i still love her very much but i dont think i can take this anymore.
EDIT: i am deleting the account, eti bhanna lai matra banako ho.