I am going to give up

TW: harassment and maybe transphobia

For the most part my transition has been going well… until these past two days.

I got harassed twice in a row. Yesterday a stranger yelled “man” at me. Today a train conductor harassed me, screamed at me, and took pictures of me. I made a vent post about this somewhere and now people are harassing me there too. I really am just a piece of shit who will never be a real woman. I am really thinking about erasing all traces of my sorry university from my account because it’s not a safe place at all. I just really want to give up at this point. Maybe detransitioning and sucking up to hypermasculine culture is a good idea for me.