MCA: I am still in-love with him

F(23) I had an affair last 2023 and resulted ng breakup ni Lester and ng LIP nya. Lester and I started to live together after a month that they decided to end things and then nung nalaman ni Girl na nag live in kami, nagalit sya and pinakalat photo namin. Pero di kami na apektuhan ng pangyayare na un. Our relationship was the best, pasyal, kain, or even at home ang productive. Palitan kami sa chores at times he does the cooking tapos ako sa laundry. Lahat ng finances maayos. Until mabuntis ako na sobrang naging cold sya at makunan ako.

After ko makunan (Aug) di na kami masyado nag usap he wanted to end the relationship and di talaga ako pumapayag. I was begging so hard for him to keep the relationship going. Ang nagyayare is pag gusto nya makipag kita nag kilita kami, minsan may nang yayare samin. Minsan wala.

This year January, I told and thank him for letting me go. Pero after nun dun sya nag sasabi ng mga words like “ayaw nya na mag girl friend after ako”, “dapat ako lang daw wag ako makikipag talik sa iba”, “pag yumaman ako, isasama kita. lahat ng gusto mo bibigay ko”

Di ko alam, should I stay or should I cut him of completely in my life.