Thank you

Dear my other half, the opposite sex partner of my dreams, Thank you for being you. My prayer was answered tonight when we got off the phone and i realized that i no longer have the compulsion to find letters or hidden messages from you on the internet. Just mentioning it feels silly, thanks for being your genuine self tonight, it allowed me to be fully present and fearless. I know how you feel about me, i know and see your effort and like plus love you- why do i need to search for the truth on a screen when it’s right there acted out in real life in front of me?? You’re not here, you’re HERE, and if i keep chasing the cyber delulu version, i’m going to lose the most amazing and real thing in my life version. I will keep visiting the app from time to time but only to express myself with words and maybe read some funny ish, but the obsession has been lifted. Praise God!

XoXo