Liking women is hard

I will most likely get hate for this but Im lowkey tired of liking women because it feels so impossible to find a girlfriend. I feel like any attempt at trying to flirt with a girl goes unsuccessful or they’re all taken. Also, I live in Long Island, New York and I can’t find any lesbian here and when I’m in Boston it’s even worse. I don’t know if it’s because I’m not that good looking or I’m just cursed but I really want a girlfriend. I’m 19 right now but I think if I reach 25 and I don’t have a girlfriend, I might just give up on love. 🙃🙃