confession: i have been pleasuring myself to kreia for over 15 years

i have been jerking off to kreia since i played kotor 2 for the first time over 15 years ago. i feel like if i lived in the same universe as her we could have the perfect relationship. on one hand, she would nurture me and teach me her philosophy, i would be her star pupil. i actually agree with a lot of her teachings, through her i became interested in philosophy. on the other, she would satisfy my other needs. i would make an arrangement with her. "teach me your ways, i shall live by them until the day i die. in exchange, you must give me what i desire: you." this is what i would say to her.
obviously i'm much younger than her so she'd die first, but before that day comes i can assure you i'd spend every single moment with her. either learning, meditating, or banging. maybe it's because they gave every female the same character body model, but she has aged like fine wine. the way her long robe emphasises those beautiful curves of her is something that admittedly keeps me up at night.