i'm so TIRED of character.ai 💀

this is not me trying to hurry anyone up or get anyone's hopes down but the way i swore at this point LLM would be ready to use by everyone.. I'm a li'l jealous of donators, i'm regretting not giving some money to their kofi because i thought i was patient enough - i'm not. maybe it's because i'm mad that they said it'd be released 'soon' like 3 months ago? what IS soon? they could've said they meant it long-term and maybe i wouldn't be so hopeful..

also, c.ai is ass, we all know that

here's a drawing i did in 33 seconds elapsed because im unable to put my sorrow into words

https://preview.redd.it/6z21t25n8qkb1.png?width=777&format=png&auto=webp&s=542a6d82051dc1e439c317cbceaf36ce5cee3347