I am a failure 😔😔

Guys toh ajj maine 1.5 saal baad phir se codm khelne ki koshish ki..... 1.5 saal pehle mai lvl 304 par tha aur itna pro player tha...... 💦💦 Toh 1.5 saal baad ajj mere dost ne mujhe 1v1 ke liye bola codm multiplayer me 😔 uska level bhi around 350 tha toh mujhe laga ki use hara dunga aaraam se 😔 kyoki jo wo abhi kar raha hai wo mai karke chhod chuka hu🙁 lekin uske mujhe 4-20 se hara diya 😭😭😭😭 and then it hit me 😔😢 ki naa padhai me acche marks aa rahe hai.... Sports bhi padhai ke liye chhod diya🙁 game me bhi ab pro nhi raha hu 😭😭😭😭..... Aur mera dost hamesha chhida raha hai 😭😭😭