What is the most mentally unstable thing that this prep has made you commit?

I remember in 11th ek baar mujhe physics beech class mei mental breakdown hone wala tha (idk why, but mujhe pata lag gya ki dimag ka bhosda ho rha hai)

Aur mai 1st desk pe baitha tha exact teacher ke saamne toh maine sir se pucha "sir may i go to the washroom" aur fir washroom mei jaake apna sar marke aya tha diwar pe (first time i did this in the coaching and not at home, thankfully kisine notice nhi kiya mera sar itna foola kyu hua hai)

One more similar to this was in 12th grade, also in physics class jab similarly mera mental breakdown hone wala tha aur mai washroom jaake apne arm pe 3-4 chote cut marke agya tha paper use karke (yes paper cuts, aur pata hai mujhe self harm wagera wagera but at this point i really don't give a fk about it tbh)

Ek aur baar yadd hai merko jab mai apna regular crying session kar rha tha ghar ke bathroom mei, aur pata nhi kyu gusse mei maine sheesha tod diya bathroom ka punch marke

Papa ko excuse ke naam pe yeh bola ki ​"sabun ki tikki ke sath khel rha, aur galti se mirror pe fek diya", i have no idea how tf i got away with it, even after having a bloody hand (woh mirror ke shards hath pe lag gye the)

now that i think about it........mere most problems bathroom mei hi kyu hote hai bc?