I hate my f"cking dad so much

I have a practical tomorrow boards practical itna Ganda jaghda hua he threw away my meds my syrup cuz cuz I had a lil bit of pasta after week's as my health has been deteriorating idk i couldn't help with the cravings he just hits anywhere dude sir pr kahi bhi kuch dekh kr ni maarte idk i fucking hate him life would have been so much nicer if I was just admitted in some damn hospital peace