Heartbreak music

Im dealing with the worst fucking heartbreak of my life yo, fuck me, it feels like there’s an elephant sitting on my chest man I feel like such a fucking idiot. I keep listening to like Ethel Cain and then switching to one with the underdogs 100 demons and harms way. Also semi unrelated but acacia strain is really helping. I just need some music that makes me feel less vulnerable and less like a sorry fucking loser, help me bury these stupid ass feelings in crowd killing riffs and breakdowns pls thanks yall