Going into 2025 without my mum.

I’m struggling more with the new year than Christmas. I’ve always hated new year anyway, and my mum did too! Once we both just cried when the fireworks were happening (unbeknownst to each other but found out afterwards).

The last time I saw my mum was May 2024, and to be going into 2025 without her almost feels like I am leaving her in 2024, I can’t explain it? It’s an awful feeling.