Ik im being over dramatic but hear me out?

Yesterday there was this thing of when u wanna donate your blood then u can go to the school hall and shi. At first i wasn't gonna(pls don't attack me), but they were giving out snacks, led lights, wireless chargers and a speaker 😭😭so i went there and had to call my mom for permission. Was told no cause of my condition and i might have a seizure infront of everyone at school 😔 So now im pissed cause i could've saved a life but nahhhh. Im speakerless, ledless, and wireless chargerless Someone out there is bloodless😔hate this shi fr