Do you as a 5 feel like this:

When you can feel the outer world ( appreciate nature, feel the wind, love hearing sounds or have a joy feeling the sun), so you like being in the moment here and now. But you feel nothing inside, like there are no inner / your feelings.

I don't mean that "you don't feel feeling all the time" just most of times your feelings are really detached and it's rare and difficult to have/indicate your feelings on the spot.

Excuse my english, i tried my best to describe:)