i ate normally on vacation and nothing bad happened!!

i went on my first holiday with my boyfriend. my ed ruined so many vacation and i just didnt want this one to be the same. and on top of it all, also ruin the holiday for him with my same old bs.

we talked about how he could help me, and omg he did such an amazing job supporting me.

but what i really wanted to share, nothing bad happened to me. i just came home and i look the same. i challenged so many fearfoods, im pretty sure i did at least 3 every day for a week!!!

i really hope this can make someone else a bit less scared to go on vacation. i honestly had the best vacation ive ever had since my ed, and i wouldnt have had that if i spent all my thoughts on scemes around restricting and purging. ofcourse it was difficult but it was 100% worth the effort.

(also very grateful for my boyfriend)