Guy that ate over a gram of meth update

Just want to let you all know that Im alive. I ended up in the hospital after 3 days because of psychosis. I definitely fucked my brain up, but that was to be expected, I just was hoping it would kill me i guess. Anyways Im still in the hospital, might have permanent psychosis, not sure, definitely hearing shit but I’m convinced it’s real because one of the nurses walked to my room door, called me a fuck face, and walked off. This type of shit has been going on since I’ve been here, but I guess they have the right to treat me that way because I’m a waste of resources. Anyways thanks for the support everyone, love ya all.