I had a dream someone peed in me

I need help interpreting my dream :) a couple months ago me a woman had a bad experience with a man much older than me, I keep having night mares about him and this like the 5th or 6th. Anyways, last night I had a dream and basically it went like this: it’s like the same recurring dream/nightmare I have every time, for some reason we’re together and I don’t want to be around him yet I don’t say anything, I allow him to do what he wants and every time I get a chance to escape, I run; I don’t remember too many details but I remember this, I got that same feeling. I was stuck, and we were having s*x and he peed in me it was warm I felt on my thigh, then he made me taste it, it was bitter. I tried to call the police but it went straight to voicemail. I woke up sweating, heart jumping out of my chest.

Edit: incase anyone doesn’t know, I literally mean peed inside me.

And I really appreciate everyone replying thank you all! 💕