Help Please, I’m About the Quit

I started this game like 10 days ago. I followed guides on yt, i trying to join almost all events as much as i can. Playin now map inf4

I spent money for some gems and gem dungeons (i’m not regret) because i watched some vids which they said ‘gems are very important in this game’ so i did

But now Idk where i do wrong but i easly dying in pve (i’m not huge fan of pvp btw), ik i should upgrades my gems, secandry etc but i’m not sure that its the main problem

I was enjoyed at start but now its getting boring. I cant find any party for hq on my server, i easly dying at random dungeons, i cant find decent essence now, i have to pay allways for decent gems (which this part not helping my motivation to keep play)

I’m not expecting that to have a end-game decent character in 10 days but ik i’m doing something wrong. What should i do, keep grind all day or should i quit?

I started this game like 10 days ago. I followed guides on yt, i trying to join almost all events as much as i can. Playin now map inf4

I spent money for some gems and gem dungeons (i’m not regret) because i watched some vids which they said ‘gems are very important in this game’ so i did

But now Idk where i do wrong but i easly dying in pve (i’m not huge fan of pvp btw), ik i should upgrades my gems, secandry etc but i’m not sure that its the main problem

I was enjoyed at start but now its getting boring. I cant find any party for hq on my server, i easly dying at random dungeons, i cant find decent essence now, i have to pay allways for decent gems (which this part not helping my motivation to keep play)

I’m not expecting that to have a end-game decent character in 10 days but ik i’m doing something wrong. What should i do, keep grind all day or should i quit?