I desperately want to get into Destiny, but the game wont let me.

Hey guys, every year I go through this like its a ritual. I download Destiny, normally because playstation gives me a free expansion, I’m dropped into one mission automatically against my will where I don’t wtf is going on, im confronted with new events and game mechanics that are barely explained, and my quest tab fills up with meaningless busywork when all I want to do is get some cool guns and play some nice campaign missions, and find some way to join the raids.

On year some time back I put in an honest go where I did a bunch of busywork because i saw this handcanon I wanted to buy in the archive. When I got it, I was pissed to find out it was level locked so basically it was worthless outside of gambit. I was pissed and quit again.

I love how this game feels to play, when im actually shooting guys with a hand canon. But like its a bad relationship, I need somebody to guide me on how to have fun in destiny, or just tell me this game doesnt want me, and to finally give it up for good. I can’t find out why is so goddamn hard to find a few weapons i like, good enough to do the content, and then just play a complete story. Right now I have Witch Queen and Lightfall for free.