I need advice

OK not sure if I’m allowed to post this but if so just looking for some advice or input if anyone’s been in my situation but basically just wanted to get some advice because I’ve been with my boyfriend for three years now he knows & I have that and I told him since the very beginning that’s one of my plans was to get married and not just for papers but it’s literally a goal of mine and obviously I wanna be safe in this country so at the end of the day if someone loves you I believe that they should marry you and help you get your citizenship sorry if you disagree but yeah anyways he has not asked me to marry him and I gave him till the end of this month… he hasn’t asked me and kind of tries to change the subject when I ask him about it also at one point we looked at rings so I was kind of getting my hopes up at this point I’m kind of hopeless and I feel like if he’s not gonna marry me and help me stay here especially with all that’s going on I feel like hopeless like he doesn’t care to wanna help me stay in this country even though he has the power to do it and it makes me feel worthless that I literally have to marry somebody to get my citizenship and it’s super frustrating btw I’m 27 at this point in my life I literally thought I would be married with kids and I’m starting to feel helpless and I don’t wanna start over so I know his family also hates me for no reason and we do not get along haven’t seen them in three years we spent holidays separate just to add a little bit of input for you guys…