it ended up working out ?

this is an an update to my last post !! so i was freaking out when he told me he loved me yesterday and we made plans to hangout, over text it’s easier for me to say “i love you” instead of in person. I always end up freezing up, i even called my friend saying “what if i just freeze up and just stare at him and say nothing.” and she was just reassuring me that everything would be fine, I just freaked out because I don’t want to use the “love” words so loosely because in the past i had a habit of screaming “NO” when someone tries to ask me out or be anything romantically but the more i hung out with him the more i did want to love him and learn more. (so cheesy i know) but i did end up saying i love you when he hugged me and said it first, we were talking about our relationship and what we would be (we both have a massive crush on each other) so i think THIS WAS A SUCCESS !!