I’VE FALLEN HARD FOR HER 😭

So how this all started was me and my friend were bored and both been complaining that we haven't been talking to any girls this summer while we keep seeing post of couples and stufd, so we decided we both message a random girl we follow and that follows us back that we find cute.

The girl I chose was a girl I've seen around school and I always found her just drop dead gorgeous since the first day of school but never stirred up the courage to talk to her since I didn't have any classes with her or even know her nor did anyone I was close to or comfortable to ask knew her. So I decided to say screw it and message her since we both thought was the worst could be the the girls we messaged could say was nothing.

And I think a couple hours later I check instagram to she responded so we start talking a bit before I ask if I could get her number assuming she would say no but she said yeah and gave it to me which I found shocking I had gotten this far. So we started texting and I've been getting to know her better and see how much we've gotten in common and the more the texted the more I asked my friends with better relationship experience or advice what to say or run a message imma text through them if it's ok.

And I've started gotten into the habit of spelling out my words fully like for example instead of doing "hru" I ask "how are you?" Like she does. And almost every day I send her a reel or we text a bit she and she takes a bit to respond but when she does she usually apologizes for taking a while to respond and explains why. And I've caught myself almost everyday having a "I wonder if she would like this" or a "I wonder what she's doing rn" or a "I think she would like this song" type of thoughts all day😭.

And before I went to vacation I asked her if she wanted to go bowling (I was originally planning to ask her when I got back but just thought screw it)when I get back and she actually wants to, we've set up the day and everything. But just laying down right now I've realized how much I've begun to genuinely love her how nice she is, how she texts wondering how's my day going if I haven't asked her yet, etc. but I'm just worried if she likes me back or even thinks of me like I think of her or doesn't and I'm being delusional and she's just being kind.😭