വിഷമം വരുന്നു :(

Aarum onnum vann chodikkoola. I am this guy who initiates all conversations, Do all the extra stuff in personal life and otherwise.. Ishtangal, like friends and romantics and all of that Ellaam bayankara effortful, Difficult, Hard.

Eluppam onnum angott nadakunnilla Coconaatkaare.. Nalla friends polum chodikoola enthaada, enganeyaada nn.. People I'd die for wouldn't ask 🥲Nee evideyaada, Nee adipoli aada. Nee enthinaada veshamikkanenn..

Aake ee instagram le paratta poocha memes il aan sneham olle. Enthonnadei ith ingane.. This overindulgence of a very much online world, Evdedaa Hugs.. 😭

I've been slowly turning off my vulnerable, Asking first self. Losing parts of me I fear. Ithokke parayaan pattiya sthalam aano ith? Neritt olla orutthanum kelkillenn kanondaa reddit lott vanne

Sorry

Edit: Thanks for all the love, for letting me know we all have shitty phases. I normally power through, Needed the help yesterday. Some days be like that, Despite all the stoic thought and what not. My good people, I feel you. Losing our good cheery selves over bad people and bad circumstances is sad. Like how some of the people said, we all need good people. We all need hugs, Love and warmth. I guess I'd have to continue being my best self, for my yellow. Wherever the heck you are, Maybe you're already in my life and I just don't know it. Evdaanelum ellaardem yellow ne vegam kittate. Samaadhanaam, santhosham ellaarkkum. 💫🥹 Njan vere thread aayit vera. Happier one.