I want to believe in god, is that weird?

I am agnostic but want to believe in god, don't know if that's weird but here I am anyway. I have realized that my life could be better as a Christian and would like to try. How do I start?

One of the things that made me not believe was science as many other agnostics/atheists. I'm genuinely curious how you would explain evolution as I feel like it disproves Christianity but I would like to learn what you guys think.

Thanks to everyone that decides to help me out here. Any tips would be nice!