What does the Bible say about continuous struggle
- Relationships
- Misunderstood
- Negativity following me
- Bad luck (when I receive good luck it does not outweigh bad luck.)
- Receiving fake love
- Loss
- Grief
- Emotional pain
- Always attracting people who want to control me
- Never receiving the care that I put out/produce
All while 100% just taking care of my child, isolating myself (my child is a social butterfly & has no issues socializing), working, working on self, staying away from #1-10, due to grudges I can never forget or forgive, living in regret, disbelief, always wondering why things happen the way they do. I am currently seeking a church to attend & do not know if I would belong to the Catholic or Christian church. I have no idea where to start but these 1-10 sums up my entire life. I’m sick of living pressed to the ground & do nothing on a daily basis to attract this negativity but am so exhausted from it mentally & physically that I don’t understand my purpose anymore.