Reading help for traumatic event

Hey, I won’t go super in depth but something pretty traumatic happened to me, to the point i got ill from the mental strain. Its a still developing situation, I’m having trouble reading this spread, Just because as far as I know 4 of diamonds is luck and showing to be a positive, I’m unsure how i can read that as a positive. If anybody has any more prespectives or experiences on card readings let me know down below, thank you.

Hey, I won’t go super in depth but something pretty traumatic happened to me, to the point i got ill from the mental strain. Its a still developing situation, I’m having trouble reading this spread, Just because as far as I know 4 of diamonds is luck and showing to be a positive, I’m unsure how i can read that as a positive. If anybody has any more prespectives or experiences on card readings let me know down below, thank you.