I'm a failure nothing else no hopes

Ho gaya mera paper and i know I won't pass this exam paper was easy as everyone says I didn't studied now crying inside the metro I'm nothing just a failure I failed in every aspect of life had a terrible relationship my only friend does not talks to me dad left us alone mom doesn't believes in me after dad I'm her only hope I don't know if it's just me or my adhd brain I fail in almost everything I never achieved in life I lost everything im losing all hopes I don't know what else bad is to happen I just don't want to continue to suffer I'm trapped in this cycle of failure mom have hopes I am not responsible I fail everyday people are disgusted by me I don't know what I want at the moment I just want to cry my heart out to someone who is by my side can't let mom know I fuck up everything she will get anxious