Wasted 43 fucking thousands

Applied for so many colleges pre CAT. Scored 88.91 in CAT 😭 Snap mai 80 percentile 😭 Nmat mai 218 marks 😭 Xat crack wale ke hisab se 14.25 marks 😭 Wasted 43k rupees on those forms which I am not gonna even get a call for . Man ! Being a middle class elder daughter this means a lot . Still wasted so much for these forms.
Ekdam worthless feel kar rhi hun . This was my first time appearing for CAT and OMETs It indeed sucked the soul out of me .